No more searchings

I have gathered that I will never find what I want. Either I take it or leave it.





Its the second time I cried for the same matter. and I know there will be more to come; or I might just get used to it.




tried and tired of trying.
Bitch.

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Somehow I don’t dare to go close, to you and your heart.

Somehow I couldn’t see what’s inside you.

Somehow I stepped back every time I want to go near.

Somehow I’m lost in this.



Sometimes I know that I’m one unsecured bitch that can never be assured enough. So now, I guess I won’t ask for assurance. I might have to search for them myself.




Strong & unwounded;
Loaded with LOVE;
Your BITCH truly.

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time;1:07 AM

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i know im a burden to you.




but i just wished to have a shoulder to lean on and you to tell me everything is alright.







im sorry;
BITCH

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time;1:58 AM

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2005

*Note: I know baby won't be happy if I blog now; but still my last breath goes here:


2005 came and went like how a tornado sweep an area. It was so fast that the last horrible new year was just yesterday. (yes baby; I had a BADbadBAD new year for 2005) But thank god something good happened towards ushering 2006.





I get to know my BASTARD and now; he's like my life. Those mesmerizing eyes are still making me stealing glances of him once in awhile. Those voice he has that never fails melt my heart. Those stuffs he sacrificed for me. Those mushy words that don't come by often. Those running and hopping times. Those playground heart-to-heart talks. Those crying-together-moments. Those times when he keep carrying me due to my weak knees. Those grouchy moments that we share together. Those jumping on his bed moments. Those times we levish all that we had on FOOD. I have too much to say.






There are so much to do; and too much to share. I want this guy to stay in my life and never leave me! *this is an official order from the BITCH*







Those mesmerizing eyes. *BITCH DIE-ed*





loads of love;
BITCH
01.01.2006

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