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BAH!
Woe to the way that I've been spending my days.Mom have been a monster at home and sis is back. The 'private space' is gone; resulting in the moodiness in me.Wasn't able to be that normal me since things are kept in my heart for too long. Didn'tfelt any changes in that bastard, so I thought he wasn't really that sensitive to my moods and all?
Went town for interview whilst Baby went to school. Met him after school and went around shopping,eating and chilling out.I think we kept eating when we're out.*SHIT!*
Till night (After shopping and all), I couldn't control my emotions and all and everything started to show on my face. Bastard wasn'treally happy about that, but I felt really helpless. I didn't had the strength to please him and make him feel that I'm fine.
For the first time I helplessly allow that BASTARD to get angry himself. iT's not that I didn't want to share, but I wasn't used to it. I need time to adapt this new person in mylife. I trust that he wants be to be good and all, but sometimes, bothering him with my problems is just not what I want to.
Cried till I fall asleep in the train *i know WEAK*. Reached Sembawang and my knees felt weak. YUPs, bastard got more worriedand pissedoff I guess. That's one thing that I didn't like to tell. I hate doctors, so I keep my conditions to myself all the time. *sorries baby* Baby insisted to take a cabbie home and we talked at the playground. I cried and told him everything. Then I realised that his eyes were all watery and red. When I feel better, its his turn.>.<
Seriously, I feel he brought this thign between us up another level.He teared not because I kept things from him but he thinks that he wasn't good anough to bring me happiness. He's just the first man in my life that teared because he wasn't sure enough to bring me happiness. God, I was damn touched by that. I didn't expect this from him; since we haven't started long enough. This thing assured me again, he must be the right one.
Baby, thanks for those tears.I wonder how often you cry but those tears were definitely the best thing I ever had from you.
Our 10th day in this relationship was spent this way.
Fruitful I guess?
loads of <3;
your BITCH
time;9:07 PM
name: the BASTARD & the BITCH
ever SINCE: 25 NOV 2005
Christmas & first MONTH anniversary! 251205
BASTARD's bdae 180686
BITCH's bdae 020788
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